You are the same as I am in that matter. But here in Belgium we have a provider we’re you can buy apple products with your phone/internet subscription and you pay a monthly fee for 2 years and after that you can choose to exchange it with a newer model.
So now I have an iPhone, iPad and Apple Watch but still now MacBook.
But it is true that it is not always cheap and sometimes not fair to non apple users to exclude them from some games they publish.
I am a self-confessed “Apple Tart” (as my husband puts it) - I have at least one of most things Apple offers product wise (including an Apple Pencil)! I think the only thing I don’t have is Apple TV, but I can access that via an app on the PlayStation.