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Just consumed with grief and depression right now.

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ForTheGamer, Wed 15 May, 2019 8:20 AM
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    #1
    Our kitten, Storm, was just admitted to the ER tonight. She's either suffering from a concussion or injested something toxic somehow. There's a good chance she will not make it through the night.

    I stupidly told the ER to try to save her, even though it'll put me into so much debt that I have no idea how I'll pay it off. I had to try saving her. I ... I couldn't without trying.

    I just... I just... All I can do is cry. That and my depression is eating away at me so that makes me cry even more.

    So if I'm not on or respond for the next while, you now know why.
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    #2
    Well, I got some good news for once in a situation like this. Storm has recovered and she's looking very healthy and kitten-like we were told. So she should be able to go home very soon. Thank God. I was so scared with how she was.
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    #3
    Well, I got some good news for once in a situation like this. Storm has recovered and she's looking very healthy and kitten-like we were told. So she should be able to go home very soon. Thank God. I was so scared with how she was.
    Good to hear that.
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    #4
    Happy to hear that. I have 4 cats myself and at one point had 6 and a dog. I know how much it can hurt.
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    #5
    Our oldest, Gambit, had passed away not even two months ago. To lose her and him both, would've just drove a stake into my heart.

    How I'm paying for the bill, I don't know. That's the worst part. It is probably like 3 grand right now. Sigh.
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     –  Last edited by Brask; Wed 15 May, 2019 6:12 PM.
    Well, I got some good news for once in a situation like this. Storm has recovered and she's looking very healthy and kitten-like we were told. So she should be able to go home very soon. Thank God. I was so scared with how she was.
    Glad that Storm (love the name BTW!) is OK.

    That and my depression is eating away at me so that makes me cry even more.
    Seeing as it's Mental Health Awareness week in the UK at the moment I can't just overlook that sentence. If you feel like depression is eating away at you and you don't already have some form of support structure in place to help you with that I really suggest seeking out some help. I know that lots of people within this community have had (and still have) mental health issues and could probably provide help and support if you would like it. All you need to do is ask.

    Sorry if the above is an over reaction to how you feel but if you (or anyone reading this) feels depressed, or low, or whatever, feel free to PM me. I can't promise a solution, but I can promise to listen.
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    #7
    Glad that Storm (love the name BTW!) is OK.
    Thanks. Though, she sort of named herself. We weren't sure of a name, My folks talked about a lady saying she looked exactly like a Storm and then she came, so that ended up as her name.

    She's home now. She's been like nothing ever happened and there doesn't seem to be any long term affects so far. A little skittish at first, but that's understandable.

    So glad she's okay.

    Seeing as it's Mental Health Awareness week in the UK at the moment I can't just overlook that sentence. If you feel like depression is eating away at you and you don't already have some form of support structure in place to help you with that I really suggest seeking out some help. I know that lots of people within this community have had (and still have) mental health issues and could probably provide help and support if you would like it. All you need to do is ask.

    Sorry if the above is an over reaction to how you feel but if you (or anyone reading this) feels depressed, or low, or whatever, feel free to PM me. I can't promise a solution, but I can promise to listen.
    Thanks. I'm fine now, but just ... How do I put it? I knew that it was going too far even for me. Don't worry I have things in place, but even then, it just was so bad that it caught me off guard. I'll need to figure out why that is.

    Though, I do appreciate the support. After all, the best way to combat that is to talk. So thank you for the offer and should it spike up that badly, I'll definitely send you a PM. Thank you for that.
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    #8
    Glad to hear that Forthegamer, hope everything is ok!
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    #9
     –  Last edited by Rellimie; Thu 16 May, 2019 9:31 PM.
    Remy (my cat) says, "it'll be alright man"

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    Hang in there! Glad to hear your cat is doing better!
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    Remy (my cat) says, "it'll be alright man"

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    *Pokes the tiny paws!*
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     –  Last edited by Rellimie; Sat 18 May, 2019 3:10 PM.
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    OH MY GOD!

    *Pokes the tiny paws!*
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    Just going to leave Chloe here so she can emit cuteness everywhere Big Grin

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    Life without cats is like Deep Space 9 without cardassians. They add value to the whole premise, even if living with them proves difficult at times.
    Truth is uncomfortable most of the times. That's why you gotta face it every time.

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    My old copilot...he was the best til someone unexpectedly opened my truck and he went to attack said person....person screamed mid flight he dropped and ran off....i stayed on location for a whole 3 days hoping to find him lol but thankfully the area near i was at was a farm

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